Tuesday, November 30, 2010

The Rundown

"Successful people don't complain about the problems... they allow to remain as part of their lives"


December, the end of the year that follows a new frontier. It has been a tumultuous year for relationships, career, friends and family aside from the news that North Korea is bracing for a possible attack to the “Soul of Asia”. Relationships blossomed but have always ended with a sour note. I stop having delusions that someday..somehow I’ll have the right one or should I say destined to be with someone. Apparently, I really don’t believe in destiny and if you say I haven’t done my homework..well I’ve had enough upheavals that I’ve cried to much and even came to a point that I beg for to a guy just to love me. I’m just tired having three guys…that emotional wilderness trapped in me all this time.     You will never really learn any lesson from it. Just accept the fact that it happens; it will happen and will end. It’s like the current economic turmoil that everyone’s experiencing right now. Nobody is safe. It’s a cycle.


Relationships. Muji was my first love but it was Somtum Nua that I felt true love.. then in between was Greyhound, the type of love that always care. Ultimate FEAR..will it last? But then, I have that FAITH to nurture it and hoped that it would be for good at least if not for keeps. I FAILED. The only difference between fear and faith is in the kind of outcome you expect to experience (TY Ralph).


Career.  At 32, you begin to think what is FULFILLMENT, SECURITY, LIFE. The saturation point has come but really what lacks in me is a sprinkle of initiative, drop of bravery and a slice of will. It was only a piece of GOSSIP that really awakened all the awakenings. I am taking ACTIONS. The magnitude of your success and fulfillment are in direct proportion to how far ahead you consider the consequences of your actions (TY Ralph).

Friends and Family. Finally, after six years, I’ve already booked a ticket to spend a short but sweet memorable time with my family. I had an emerging year of connections with friends. At some point, I discovered myself piece by piece in knowing such wonderful people with great talents and insights. There is no end to the love you can give. There is no limit to the joy you can share.




2011 Year of the White Metal Rabit. The year will be an incredible joyful closeness year. The moment you get started, the task becomes infinitely more achievable.